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16 July 2009 @ 01:51 pm
Life has been crazy. I know I speak as if I hate all that's happening, but no I actually pretty love it. I get a rather perverse kick of seeing my planner filled to the brim, what with messy lines (depicting cancellations/postponements of appointments), all-over-the-place pencil markings of last-minute additions to the day, messy-like-crazy 'To-do's for me who loves to make lists out of everything possible, random smiley faces and ahem personal touches to the days. I like flipping through my planner because it makes me feel like I'm maximizing every minute of my life. And I bring this planner out everyday where ever I go, and I can write random stuff down when I'm on the train or at a café waiting for friends to arrive. Yeah I know how people nowadays use things like Blackberrys and iPhones and PDAs, but I am old-school I use a planner and a pen. And I like it that way! (:



 
Last night was an absolutely crazy and most spontaneous night in a LONG while. I really have no idea what got into me, but all I know is that I didn't like it. I don't like being like that, so I shall never let that happen again. But I loved the company and I guess some things were just made clearer to me at the end of the night, or more accurately, this morning when I woke up. CLEARER, BUT I STILL DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. More like I think I don't want to do anything about it - just yet.


In any case, I can already foresee what's going to come up. I have a major thing next Friday - KR Orientation! It's major cos it's 7 bleeping days long, and I already have an aversion towards camps that stayover - I rather go home at like 6am then stayover I'm just weird like that - and what's more 6 nights away from home! Like can you detect the irony already? I hate not coming home to sleep, but this is my HALL orientation, and I don't come back when I stay in hall. I'm quite a funny person.

Next week is possibly the last week of free me-time before school starts. I know officially school starts on the 11th, but we have OWeek which starts on the 3rd, so technically, YES. I have one week left. I am determined to have dinner at home with my parents and brothers every night next week, before KR FWOC on the 24th and FOC Homecoming on the 23rd which we will see Peter Pan getting crowned BEST OG. Hahahaha ya right. So, till then! (:



 
 
feeling: calm
music: "Miss Independent" - Ne-Yo
 
 
yi-lin(:
15 July 2009 @ 12:42 am

HI. This is another attempt to clear backlogs, which I suspect I will never finish doing so. I already gave up on blogging about Biz FOC and many others. Forget it already right? HAHAH I can't even believe I have time to blog. I have been busy working with HY at Mummy's company for some superimportant event that will take place tomorrow. So it's another day of work! $100 a day! SERIOUSLY. I quoted that rate I'm that good. I am right?! Hhaahah JR thinks I'm damn smart but too dumb cos I didn't quote higher, like wth. I'm already damn satisfied! Work 3 days get $300. Excuse me, I do understand the concept of self-contentment thanks :)


OKAY ANYWAY. Back to the point about clearing backlogs. On Saturday it was the Green Black White party @ Phuture! Basically, on paper it's some RJ Homecoming thing (ya right come what home), but in actual fact it was just an excuse for EVERYONE to just club together LOL. I was looking forward to it quite long ago when Chong first told me about it, but when the date neared, I kinda was too sian and tired to go. But I still went, cos I'm just like that can anot! :D Yay for Jer! We went for our peaceful happy htht dinner and plans were unconfirmed until 10 something pm. In the end, the class guys appeared, John and Kenneth appeared, and okay, we could FINALLY get our chops! At 12 plus -__- 

Basically it was just a mess fest. Everyone was gone or high or just damn happy and there me and Jer were, un-drunk and un-high and pissed that there were so many people AND WE WERE NOT EVEN HIGH wth. So we just spammed jugs and tried to get high by ourselves. Actually I realized it's the best HAHAHAH. Anyway, it was pretty fun! I remember jumping with some people at some song, and then stupid John jumped so hard his chin landed on my HEAD and I fell onto the ground. It was so tragically funny that everyone laughed and tried to rub my head and there I was laughing at my tragic state LOL.

OH AND I WORE SHORTS TO PHUTURE and decided from then on that it rocks I shall do that again in future! (OMG I JUST REALIZED THE PUN FREAK I'M DAMN NOT FUNNY.)

Left at 2.30pm for supper and to check out the river hur. BUT IT WAS A VERY FUN NIGHT I LIKE! :) Pity my POXPOX friend (AHEM ;) ) couldn't be there ): Cos she is a loser who gets chicken pox at a grand old age of 19. :D:D:D


shawty (SHORTIE) fire burning on the dance floor


 

 
 
feeling: sleepy
music: "Fire Burning" - Sean Kingston
 
 
yi-lin(:
12 July 2009 @ 06:32 pm
Like last Sunday, we woke up at 630 AM (and this was after my party at Piak's which ended at 2 plus), and went down to SAF*TI, for the love of our army friends. So nice right anot(: But that said, THANK GOD Julian came to pick me up, or can you imagine the train ride. WTFingly far okay. We popped by the petrol kiosk to pick up some comfort food for John & Kenneth, went to pick Kehui & Yelin up, and auto-piloted the car down the looonngg highway. For some reason, we were all quite high although it was damn early in the morning!

So anyway cut the long story short. We visited all the OCS boys, cos they all know each other, and everyone knows everyone, so we basically just stood around chatting, taking photos and providing some joy to the confined ones HAHAHA. Actually I think SAF*TI looks like quite a nice place leh. ZH brought us into his bunk, and I actually think it looks decent. But I imagine staying here for 3 weeks in a row, and I feel like dying already. Feel damn lucky I wasn't born a man okay. 

But I think they are all holding up very well, which is very good! And we managed to see ALL of them last night at the Green Black White party! Awesome stuff. 
All I want to say is that, I'm very thankful for 7B, and as always, it is the best thing that happened to be in RJ. Our chemistry with each other makes us feel like we can be family, and we get along so well it doesn't really matter that we aren't in school anymore. I really love 7B! ♥

 

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Okay, now to meet Peter Pan for MJ's birthday party! Sian and tired and sick, but I shall just go and show face yay.

 
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feeling: sick
music: "Be With You" - Akon
 
 
yi-lin(:
10 July 2009 @ 01:33 pm
Okay! I shall begin on backlogs and let's begin from.. Independence Day! (4 july you doofuses hahha) I remember at the end of this day, I felt like my Uni life was truly beginning, and trust me, this feeling absolutely rocks. 

Met my new OG at like 8.30am at Clementi (I practically slept the entire bus ride there zzz) for the Tri Uni Camp briefing. HI DASH! Was pretty glad to see familiar faces, and thank goodness for Cand. Our plan to fool everyone that we didn't know each other failed from the very first minute. We even had lofty plans to not reveal the truth until the very last day. How well we held up, Chong! -.- So we went to down to NUS (yay for not meeting at NTU I would have ponned the camp!) and blahblahblah. Had free icecream at Marble Slab (some new ice cream place at Iluma) who obviously had a part in sponsoring our camp. The icecream was like Cold Rock - no big deal but free so got deal hahahahaah.
Our OG was pretty nice but quite shy, and I guess that's pretty normal lah. Thank god our OGLs seemed like the crazy kind also so very good! There was Eugene from NUS FOC so I know got hope already hahaha.


same og ftw lah! WHAT GENIUS LUCK :D:D


eugene, kelvin, junrong, yongwei at lunch


the camera detected little miss late AND NOT MY FACE. thanks -.-


going to redeem our free icecreams!


And then cos I was feeling tired from the slew of activities from the previous nights, I decided to go home and crash for awhile first, before meeting Peter Pan for our house party at Piak's! PETER PAN GOES TO PIAK'S! For steamboat, MJ, and cards and drinks hahahah. Welcome to the NUS culture! :) In the end, lazy me only met them straight at Piak's at like 7 -.- Just in time for food lah right!

Basically, it was damn good fun having most of the OG around to party and talk cock and play MJ and play drinking games. HAHAHHA that was like the ultimate highlight of the night! By like 11 plus, most had left already what with work commitments and stuff like that. And we didn't have enough people to play MJ anymore, so we adjourned upstairs to play with drinks LOL. The Bailey's wasn't even strong I was still normal like ever after 4 cups of that LOL. 
We played "Circle of Death" and it rocks so much I'm going to introduce it to Dash, at the risk of them thinking I'm some alcoholic freak. I'm not, fullstop. It's just damn fun seeing everyone do stupid things! But it's only fun if everyone is sporting and game enough to do certain stuff lah. Okay reminder to self: Need to organize Dash's next outing! :)

Peter Pan at Piak's!


gimme a 10!


ftw la all the bimbos in the house! 

 
YAY HAPPY. One post down hahaha. Time for driving now! Crosses fingers for no stalling bye! 
 
 
feeling: chipper
music: "New Divide" - Linkin Park
 
 
yi-lin(:
09 July 2009 @ 07:15 pm
Hello! I am fully aware of my lack of updates and also the huge backlog of entries that I have to account for (to myself), but who cares! I don't hafta chronicle my life for anyone, although I want to lah hahahah. BUT I HAVE NO TIME!! Life has been packed to the brim of late, and I can't help but really think that 2009 has been the MOST happening, MOST busy (busiest is the word actually, my engrish is not that bad), MOST hipz, MOST enriching and certainly MOST loving (mush mush) year of my entire existence! :D 

So far life has been a-rockin'! :) I just came back from Tri-Uni Camp last night, and although I think the FOC programme and games were like exponentially better, TriUni was fun because MY BESTFRIEND WAS IN THE SAME OG AS ME!!!!!! :D Love my bestfriend! We were the livewire of the OG as sad as that sounds, but who cares lah. We had fun getting zi-high, we camwhored like how we usually do, and omg THANK GOD for nice and same-wavelength OGLs! OR ELSE. ...


Okay I'm supposed to meet Peter Pan and go down to Rag today, but I'm still feeling nua and lazy and tired from Camp (I woke up at 3 in the friggin' afternoon today if that is any record to go by at all..). But I kinda want to go down for Rag too! I shall see my mood again after dinner :) Why am I so lousy and weak and lazy -.- 

Okay time for dinner! Meanwhile, school has been damn fun, and the best part is that school hasn't even started yet! Awesome :) :)


WE GOT THE NUS, NTU, SSSSMU! 
Being in different schools will not destroy our friendship! :)

 
 
 
feeling: alive
 
 
yi-lin(:
Bestfriend and I finally had a successful bestfriend date after having 1367657654 failure ones. Success bimbo date = bimbo moments galore + bimbo movie + shopping + bimbo/emo talk + lotsandlots of photos. We always take the nicest photos together, but unfortunately the photos that day didn't turn out pretty and nice as they always do ): Looks like we can only take nice photos at SICC! LOL.

Ghost of Girlfriend's Past was the ultimate cheesy and sweet girl movie that we totally dig - like always. I don't even think Matthew whoever is goodlooking but Jennifer Garner is so hot and pretty! Okay out of point. I actually could identify with alot of stuff in the movie, which pretty much frightened me. I really don't want to end up like one of those girls at any point in my life. And marrying your childhood sweetheart is waaayy COOL and easily the best thing on earth. (: Imagine making a hugeass round that is probably 10-year long, but still coming back to the first one because you realize that he/she is really Your One. HOW FAIRYTALE, HOW SWEET. (How impossible.) 


Will you be there when I wake up in the morning?
You never really fall out of love with someone - you merely find someone else that you care more about.

 
I GOT SOUL BUT I'M NOT A SOLDIER <3

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And the start of Project Feelgood was like the best way to end the week. (: In essence, this aim of this project is to share and pass on my philosophy in life: how feeling good about oneself comes from looking good on the outside, and looking good on the outside comes from feeling good inside. It's a two-way thing! :)
HY has been going through some bullshit cos of some person that we can call Shit or Dung for the past few months, and on Friday, I decided that enough is enough. I spent an hour plus knocking some sense into her. And later I decided again that we are going to embark on this journey we christened Project Feelgood, and I'm going to be the Therapist Tan hahahah. Just because I happen to be emotionally stronger ya.

So we went shopping! We bought shoes, we bought shorts, we bought tops (and telling ourselves it's for school like hurhur). We ate happy food, drank our favourite drinks, and went to our favourite eating places. We (okay she) bought makeup, we met Kaiqi (who dumped us for her bf called Tuition), we are going to work together for 3 days! And most importantly, we took photos that we liked and made us feel good all around! It felt like the old days again :) Wonders of retail therapy I say.

Love you my BFF! :)

SUCCESS! 

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feeling: tired
music: "Wait For You" - Elliott Yamin
 
 
yi-lin(:
05 July 2009 @ 02:05 am
It's 2.06 in the morning now and I just came home and I can't sleep SOMEONE CALL ME AND TALK TO ME NOW, and I need to be awake at 6.30 in the morning later to go to SAFTI which is at JOO KOON, which before this year, never existed on the MRT line. I REALLY LOVE MY LIFE!  

Okay but honestly, I do! Peter Pan house party @ Piak's was super bloody awesome, especially the last part! Mahjong + drinking games are THE way to go man! And I'm sure more of these will happen in the next 4 years of my life, which I'm really looking forward to! :) 
I shall blog about that another time, when I'm err more free but I think I should sleep now!
Sidetrack: I'm talking to a DAMN old pri school friend whom I was never classmates with but somehow recognized me just now at the YCK Interchange, and so we started talking! How cool is that lah :)


Before that, thought I would write about dinner and catchup date with the wonderful elder pseudo-brother that is Gavan Leong, who is always there for me no matter what shit I go through! For always believing in me and judging me but slapping himself after that for doing so. If there was a Brother's Day in this world, I would celebrate it for 3 of them in my life! <3

We went to check out Double Bay Restaurant just outside Raffles City Shopping Centre that serves Australian seafood apparently. It's a new place to check out, but honestly speaking, the food is nothing fantastic at all. I mean, the fish that they serve is so much lousier than that at Greenwood Fish Market & Bistro! It's not nicely done, so not worth it! ): But thanks for the treat though! LOL. 

After dinner was a rush fest to watch Transformers 2! TRANSFORMERS (Y)(Y) It was so awesome I really wondered why Transformers was never part of my childhood! I never knew what it was until the first Transformers movie hit the world. I grew up with Power Rangers (and later Captain Planet), and to me, Yellow Ranger RULED THE WORLD. And then they would combine to form Ultimate Ranger, who was the hero in my childhood. (When people dreamed of Batman or Superman saving them, I dreamt of Ultimate Ranger hahahahahaa)
BUT OKAY. Back to Transformers! I was kept awake even though it was like a 915pm movie and didn't end till almost 12. I mean compared to Terminator which I not only dozed off 2 minutes into the show, and still walked out 30 mins later?!?! (I don't ever walk out of movies one please.) Megan Fox is so hot her boobs are so hot. HAHAHA KIDDING! 

OKAY. I CAN WATCH TRANSFORMERS AGAIN WHO WANTS TO DATE ME.
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Double Bay Restaurant
252 North Bridge Road
#01-22A Raffles City Shopping Centre 
Tel: 63346530

Won't return!!



 
 
feeling: drunk
music: "Love In The First Degree" - Bananarama
 
 
yi-lin(:
02 July 2009 @ 12:35 am
Today, I had my first driving lesson! EXCITES. For the first 15 minutes, he was nagging on and on about how I shouldn't learn Auto and I was just nodding my head, one ear in other ear out. He's damn old and naggy! Okay but a nice old man lah. So I realized I forgot to bring my PDL out - this is damn typical TYL fashion - and so he drove me back to my house to get it. Blessings are always in disguise :) He discovered a gem of a place in my estate, cos it's like perfect for driving pracs for people like me! First-timers and onwards I mean. He said first-time and going onto the roads already is very lucky for me, and I was like REALLY? o.0 
So anyway, he's really damn blur and coupled with the fact that he's unfamiliar with the roads in my estate andaround my estate (YES I went onto the main roads today zomg), I was practically hand on the steering wheel, both feet on the pedals, mouth talking to him in Chinese no less, AND brain thinking and telling him where to go, where to turn. AM I A NATURAL IN DRIVING OR WHAT. Hahahahah just kidding lah! But even he was impressed with me he praised me okay! 

Okay but Embarrassing Incident #1 of TYL's Driving Lessons Chronicles. (There will be many more of these to come, so stay tuned.)
The first time he asked me to brake, I thought a car was really like a bumper car, and so I stepped on the brake pedal ALL THE WAY like you step a clutch pedal all the way, and so the car almost FLEW. Well, in the end all 4 wheels stayed grounded, but everything from the backseat and etc flew to the front. YAY for scaring the driving instructor! I successfully created a lasting impression on him, who can't even read my name in Chinese cos it's too sophisticated ahem. 

OKAY LAH. So this was the most exciting and awesome thing that happened today! :)
 

Tuition with B at stupid-and-farflung-Geylang again. As the bus wound round the place, I made a mental note to try one of these awesome eating places at Geylang that people always talk about one day. Probably the only 2 things I don't eat in this world are frog legs and sharks' fin (STRICT ABSTINENCE, yes), so date me! I eat anything and everything else! Must maximize time now before school starts man shucks.
 
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Then I met the BFF and Kaiqi for our catchup dinner! BAD decision to choose Dintaifung over Crystal Jade man. If I ever think of doing that next time, please slap me. The zha jiang mian sucks and so does the xiaolongbaos ): ): What a disappointment sia! 
We talked about school that was about to start, and MAN. Time certainly has flown by too quickly! Just one friggin' year ago we were fretting over bloody CTs, which in retrospect, didn't matter AT ALL at the end of the day. So what if I thought I had done damn well for them then?! Does it matter at the end of the day? NO. I still didn't get what I want, and I'm going to eat prawns for the next 4 years of my life. (Okay in all seriousness, I've gotten over the whole damn law thing already, so ya I'm just being bitter for fun HAHA.)

HY WHY YOU DON'T COME NUS WITH US ): ): We could have stayed in hall and do all the Bizad stuff together lah! Sia la ):

 

friends forever :)

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You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy 
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you 
What you would do if
You were the one 
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know


 
 
 
 
feeling: chipper
music: "Thinking Of You" - Katy Perry
 
 
yi-lin(:

OMG THIS IS SO GOOOD. !!  ALL HAIL MR BROWN!!


Remember "SARS IS THE VIRUS THAT I JUST WANT TO MINUS"??? OMG SINGAPORE ROCKS.

 
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yi-lin(:
27 June 2009 @ 02:19 pm
I realized that I do not know and do not register what people say when I'm sleeping. I can read the SMS, say YES to whatever you are saying, nod my head in total agreement, say some nonsense of my own accord, BUT I DO NOT KNOW WHAT I JUST DID. I cannot remember!!!

So when you happen to communicate with me when I'm in the middle of my fast-asleep stupor, please repeat them until I ask you to shut up. !!

Now I need to go recall the SMSes I have sent, received and read when I was asleep. Zzzzz


Okay. Brain fart over.

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yi-lin(:
26 June 2009 @ 11:40 pm
I'm feeling damn sian now! ): So I think I need to blog and I shall blog about my day today.

My parents are VERY paranoid about H1N1 and although I understand why, I can't freaking be bothered. I mean it has reached a point where if you get it, you can only blame your shit luck. But they think I need to be less self-centred and not go out so much, cos I would never know who has it, passes it to me and I pass to other people. And then cause everyone at home to be self-quarantined. My stand is that: it is seriously destined. And I seriously did not go close to anyone who has it too! Not like those Butter people. This bloody H1N1 shit is getting to me and is starting to affect my lifestyle, so other people in society need to be more socially responsible. Like those who went to Butter - can you seriously just bloody self-quarantine yourselves!?! 

And cos of that, FOC Homecoming tomorrow is cancelled! OMG when HY SMSed me I actually felt SAD and SIAN. Damn that swine!


The best thing of today was spontaneity. I like spontaneity always so anything that happens without any prior planning whatsoever, nevermind that it wakes me up from my glorious afternoon nap, is always welcomed and GOOD! :) 

Then I brought Rui to watch Night at the Museum 2, as I had promised him cos I always do this when it's his school holidays, AND IT SUCKS. I kept falling asleep (like the really slouch and going to snore kind of sleep), and at one point I even slept for 15 mins! WIN. When I woke up, I hardly understood what the hell was going on. I just saw these one million exhibits fighting each other with spears and don't-know-what and I was like, This is damn slapstick and lame. I mean, the first one was much better!? Sian. I pay $10 to sleep on a chair when I can sleep on a bed for free. Winner. So basically the movie sucked, but I love brother-time, and I try to spend as much time with my family nowadays cos when I move into KR, the opportunities to do so will be SO little! ):


I AM VERY TIRED. And when I'm tired, I'm in a damn bad mood. I get snappy and annoying - like now. Especially when I feel pangs of jealousy creeping into my tired body, which makes me feel even more sian. 
Sometimes I just don't understand why I cannot get the things I want which I know will make me truly happy, but I understand even more that life is just like that. We don't usually score the things we want the most because there's always something better waiting for us somewhere around. Is that really true, or just another attempt at self-consolation and delusion? 

I need to sleep. Feeling cui nowadays. Lack of sleep + lack of love = lack of radiance = CUI. Life sucks!


You are what you love and not what loves you back. (quoted from Cassie's LJ)
I'm sorry but I beg to differ with this. If you don't love me back, I am nothing.





 
 
feeling: tired
music: "Better Together" - Jack Johnson
 
 
yi-lin(:
26 June 2009 @ 11:15 am
To make up for our 'lost' finale day and night, our OG went to Timbré @ Old School (my first time checking out that branch!) for dinner. I personally still prefer the Timbré @ The Arts House for its jazzy atmosphere and more hip location (not so out of the way ya?!), but going to Old School was a new experience! I mean at least now I know where it is -__- 

'Cos our group was so huge (>20!), we had to split into 2 tables and BOY was it fun! Lots of gossip, banter and dirty talk LOL. Okay lah, initially I thought the OG would be like the damn sian type cos everyone seemed quiet and not so enthu (unlike some of the rest lah), and I was thinking, OMGGGGG don't give me a sian OG leh. But after last night, I think it was better! :) 

A table of 11 of us ordered SEVEN pizzas, drinks and TEN buffalo wings. WTH do we eat man. No wonder I swear I have bloated with LARD ever since camp started! F. And initlally we wanted to watch Transformers (AHHHH EXCITES!), but okay only left first row seats which are damn no deal, so we ended up at Rochor Beancurd WOOT! :)

Edit: Last night at Rochor I was teaching them that you call chinchow + taohuayzui Michael Jackson, and come to think of it now, it was probably around the same time when he suffered the cardiac arrest. RIP MJ. Although you became weird the past few years, your music will live on. BEAT IT! 


Okay feeling lazy AND DAMN CUI again. So photos dump bye! Updates later yay.

 
 
feeling: fat
music: "Feel Like Rain" - Motion City Soundtrack
 
 
yi-lin(:
25 June 2009 @ 04:10 pm
Hi I'm back from Biz Camp! Which didn't end properly because of what we call H1NI, but I DON'T HAVE IT, so please don't stay away from me or make me self-quarantine. It's not that I'm socially irresponsible (like my mother likes to claim) or that I'm not civic-conscious, but seriously, I AM SAFE. Breaking camp early was just a precautionary measure which the Fac had to make - and that was being socially responsible. (Y)

I'm very happy I made new friends, both from my OG (PETER PAN!) and not, but this camp really could have been much more fun if we didn't have to end so early! SADNESS. There was going to be something big and significant which would make our FOC experience absolutely unforgettable (in the words of the seniors), but didn't happen cos of that bloody pig flu. (Seriously, Singaporeans can really be SO irresponsible people. Went Butter then self-quarantine lah! Wahlaoz.) So that was one major regret I think for everyone, freshies and sophs alike. It probably would have bonded our OG closer and all, but oh well! Things happen for a reason, and don't for another reason too. Timbre tonight with them yay! :)


Other than that, I have officially "lost an octave" of my voice, in the words of DZ, put on weight from the FAT OILY food that camps give (EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW) and suppers (ARGH), but have made many new friends! I'm really glad I went for the camp so I won't start school like some bloody lost sheep. And I'm so glad for friends who are also in NUS Biz! <3 They make my crazy self surface hahahha :D
Okay I shall sort photos out and blog about Biz camp another day when I feel like it. Blogging is such a chore sometimes zzz. Photos on FB already whee! Please kindly tag or untag yourselves if you wish to :)

And. NUS Biz has the COOLEST cheer ever. Watch us cheer on Rag Day! OKAY BAI. I want to sleep again before going out -.-


cheap thrill lah - got masks must take photo mah! 

 
P.S. I missed all my friends at camp I can't wait to see you allll :)




 
 
feeling: bored
music: "Obvious" - Westlife
 
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22 June 2009 @ 12:48 am
Need to wake up early tomorrow, so Brain shall work in Twitter mode again! :)


x Bestfriends don't judge, no matter what :)
x Bestfriends only listen, give advice, and continue to love you :) I love my bestfriend!
x Hearing 'I love you" sent a shiver down my spine (although it was quite nice)
x DIGS LIBERATING AND AIRY FEELING 
x Spent one entire hour convincing and assuring the folks that I will be FINE in hall - I succeeded eventually!
x SO.. KR HERE I COME!!
x Okay but they have managed to instill fear into this gutsy person here :\

x Is losing interest in shopping - UNBELIEVABLE
x I HATE my tanlines I'm on a mission when I come back from camp to get rid of them. Wish me luck.
x Seeing some photos made me realize deep down that maybe you're still the one. Sucks man.
x Having soft spots is totally okay and acceptable, yes.
x But I have come to realize that people always leave anyway, so what's the deal?
x Quite excited about camp tomorrow actually! Seriously hope I'll have a blast. 
x So, I'll be going radio silent for 4 days don't miss me! Kidding la hehe:)

x Happy Papa's dinner was at Bosses (Hei She Hui) @ Vivo - food is actually not bad but I think the ambience and toilets are better hahaha (Kehui you wanted to know how it is right! I would say just go at least once to experience it :) )
x Actually  the folks made me feel quite touched just now when they said they were afraid I would distant from them (cos people who know me know how close my family really is), so I was like feeling quite sobs. ):
x Brother 1 said: "I will really miss you leh, luckily you never go overseas to study!"
   Brother 2 said: "I will miss pressing your mole and kicking your butt.. but I can sleep on your bed!"
   With brothers like that, WHO NEEDS AN ELDER BROTHER MAN. <3


Rui stunned by the triple flash - LOVE THEM BOTH WHEEEE!


Burn another bridge, break another heart
 

 
 
feeling: sleepy
music: "Infatuation" - Maroon 5
 
 
yi-lin(:
21 June 2009 @ 10:36 am
As usual (for quite awhile already), my Saturday this week was hapz and packed to the brim again! Whee! :) It's like a nice culmination of things and activities over the week and reaches the peak on Saturday, before fading to a (usually) peaceful and calm end to the week that is Sunday. Nice! 

So anyway, tuition in the morning with Nick (to make up for my extreme sloth last week which resulted in no tuition). To which I'm still quite amazed by how I still totally know my Chem stuff (albeit the basics) and I actually like it more that I'm not studying it now hur. Then swim with D again - it was a cui day in the pool man gosh. And then I realized that I forgot to take my lunch and was dying from hunger after the 40. Grrrr hunger sucks. So after a mango cake and some ahem protein shake later, I was off to meet Jer for our brave act of the year month! SHUDDERS. 




The BEFORE Shot: Looking brave!


The AFTER Shot: It wasn't that bad!


The POST-AFTER Shot (on the way to Julian's car): Awesome shit man!

 
After all that had happened in the day and by my therapist's affirmation, I concluded that I have guts that scare me. I may not be that ballsy in comparison to whoever and whatever, but give my guts some credit okay. I took a split second to decide what I wanted to do, and the entire time I was just in disbelief at how it was totally OKAY. Like, really! It's either that pain is overrated or that my threshold of pain is really just very high - according to others of course. Anyway, I highly recommend this - ask me if you want to know what this is! 
Jerlyn Leong, we need to give ourselves a round of applause today yay :)
 
x



Hopped onto Julian's car to head to Jumbo for dinner with the classmates! Yay for another success gathering! Not many chances to make such dates a success already leh, with school starting and army in total action. (Okay whatever 'total action' really means.) Glad for block leaves then! :) 
 
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Okay whew end of long rambly post. I need to pack, like really. I HATE packing, and I haven't even started. Have like another whole slew of activities today, so I hope I survive haha. I feel like I'm dying and I need to live every moment in life to the fullest - EXCEPT THAT I'M NOT. But this is the way we should live life yo! 

OKAY BAI. PACKING, HERE I COME.
 


 



 

 
 
feeling: busy
music: "Obsessed" - Mariah Carey
 
 
yi-lin(:
19 June 2009 @ 12:50 am
etc  
Because when there is no one, you just keep going back. To the past, where familiarity reigns. 

And that's when it's bad.

 
 
feeling: jealous
 
 
yi-lin(:
18 June 2009 @ 04:51 pm
 
a valiant attempt in capturing everyone - still missing Melody & Zhenhan though!


It was a very successful clubbing get-together! Like for once, the attendance was not bad. Sorry Kern & Hiok! We go again next time together :) I think we really missed each other too much from not seeing everyone in such a long while hahaha - so this Saturday cannot fail please! 

PHUTURE IS VERY FUN WITH THE CLASSMATES :DD
It's damn fun club-hopping with the girls, and luckily the guys didn't mind that much LOL. But who cares about them right. And we do cheap thrill things like hopping into a cab with 5 of us and derive maximum satisfaction from getting the cab uncle to drive off, albeit shaking his head in resignation. HAHAHA we failed the first time okay! Lose.
BUT. It was SOOOO freaking squeezy and hot everyone was perspiring like some nutcase. When the lights came on at 4 and you saw everyone's faces, it was like the most disgusting and turn-off sight EVER. Beads of perspiration, hair stuck to the face and neck, smudged eyeliner.. OH GOSH. Don't ever meet/see your true love or the person you like in the club.



Reached home at 5 (-__- might as well don't come home), slept a little bit, and got up at 10 plus for lunch with a friend. I really think I should sleep early tonight so that I will survive tomorrow! Pre-camp briefing - EXCITES :DD Camp next week, even more excited! (Although I HATE packing much.) Oh please gimme fun people.. (:
And I have decided to start driving lessons! Don't know what prompted me to suddenly feel this sense of urgency towards obtaining a license, but whatever. I better start before this current motivation wears out LOL.

Should I run or sleep now? But hungry leh ): HAHAHA okay bai!



 
 
feeling: energetic
music: "Silly Boy" - Rihanna & Lady Gaga
 
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yi-lin(:
16 June 2009 @ 04:04 pm

(and yes, celebrating my school in advance!)


My daily horoscope says today:
You are not looking to gain from today's activities. Your selfless attitude is welcome everywhere, though you should try to avoid letting others exploit you.  

I would like to think there's a (large) element of truth to this, ahem ;)


Meanwhile, all good things come to an end. It's just like consuming The Line buffet - it's good while it lasted, and the best part is that it had filled up your empty stomach. (:


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Can't wait for baking and Ghost, BBFF! :DD

 
 
feeling: full
music: "Carry You Home" - James Blunt
 
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yi-lin(:
13 June 2009 @ 11:44 pm
Another hapz Saturday! I am starting to love Saturdays. Pack it to the brim and live life to the fullest. OKAY ONZ.

Okay seriously, how do you blog about happy stuff when you're not feeling exactly very happy? Sucks to be me. But I will blog because I am freaking bored.  


Swim with D at SICC in the morning and SPAM OF UNAGI for lunch. Me and my big mouth! Halfway into our 40, the rain came, and so I had to finish the rest IN THE RAIN. If I fall sick I know why. That said, the rain pelting down on my back everytime I came up for breaths pissed me off, so that made me swim faster. Hurhur. Was feeling sluggish the entire morning anyway, and I think it was from last (shitty) night.

And then I met Jer for Flea Fly Flo Fun! So excites leh! I seriously feel like I'm on holiday everyday of my life cos I'm always (okay most of the time) in some dress of sorts, Havis/Birks, sunnies and totting around a bag like I'm seriously on vacation. I just lack a sun-hat to complete the look. So anyway, we were both very excites cos we were both carrying our new Longchamps! And we settled our Hall stuff and other misc random retarded stuff haha :)

MY GOD. I was feeling so stressed and scared about something I went on a MAD shopping rampage. I saw something and went, OKAY BUY, took out the cash from my wallet, took my buy and walked off to get more stuff. No more cash? Nevermind. Withdrew a blue-back and told myself (and the guy at the cash register too) that THAT IS ALL I'M GOING TO SPEND. Need to stop overworking my fragile vulnerable heart ya? See bag? $5? Okay buy. See shoes? $20? Okay buy. OMG SERIOUSLY. Only after going to the toilet and discovering that I was left with NOTHING but coins in my wallet, did I then stop spending impulsively and like some mad dog. HAHAHA okay la I have a propensity to exaggerate hehe. So damage done at the end of the day wasn't that bad, although I couldn't even be bothered to actually count -.-

 
OH I LOVE OUR LONGCHAMPS THE COLOURS ROCK! <3


we felt like we were on holiday for some reason!

i take too little photos these days! )
 

I'm going to the Kangxi exhibition with Pa tomorrow! OMG EXCITES. But okay goodbye to doing nothing!
Goodnight everyone. I shall go to sleep and erm, nurse my broken heart. HAHA LOL.

 
Some people search for a fountain
That promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them
Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be
With no one to share 
With no one who truly cares for me 


Wah freaking emo omg. I'm just hormonal and this song is just lovely.
Okay goot nites! :)


 
 
 
feeling: moody
music: "If I Ain't Got You" - Alicia Keys
 
 
yi-lin(:
13 June 2009 @ 11:02 pm
Okay I have finally decided.

And I am going to NUS.


I was really quite lost and 50-50 about it when it came to the point where I had to bloody make up my ever-indecisive mind. I thought about so many things - I even listed the pros and cons of both schools mentally in my brain. (Sometimes I think Brain works better than pen & paper..) I talked to so many people about it, accountants and not. I even did my sit-on-the-bed-and-THINK-TYL thing, and tried to compare both curriculums and all those technical shit.

And then I realized they all don't matter. I myself know what I look out for in a school, and at the end of the day, it's not about how S*M^U has a direct honours programme and N^U*S doesn't, or that S*M(U students get more shots at internships and attachments and exchange trips and all that crap. It just hit me that all these don't really factor much into my eventual decision.

I like the varsity culture of N*U#S - I want to play games, do those inter-hall sports competitions, Rag & Flag, the whole staying-in-hall experience.. I mean that's what's most important to me, and I'm so glad I realized it at the end of the day. I didn't let myself get swayed by all the incentives that SM^U throws at you, like it's a CITY campus, all the shopping woot (?!), how near it is to home, internships! jobs!, and blahblah. I mean, I don't really care. I can shop anytime I like thanks, and I'm sure I will be able to snag internships anywhere I am, as long as I graduate with a bloody degree. Accountants are in constant perpetual demand everywhere in the world, so I don't believe just because I choose to go to another school, I will lose out significantly on that. This btw, is just my own opinion you don't hafta take offence!


I think at the end of the day, the reasons that made me make up my mind were:
I am a prestige whore, I am (very) influenced by my parents (but who for some reason supported S^M)U even though they graduated from N#U(S themselves), I love fun in the unglamourous way, I love spending long hanging hours with people and friends, and okay dig this - I love mugging. I am a closet geek/nerd/dork whatever, and I LIKE TO STUDY OKAY!? HAHAHAH kidding! :)


Finally settled all the Hall apps - OMG JER WE NEED TO STAY TOGETHER. I'm really very excited about it! I am looking forward to having a ball of my time, and I mean it.


Okay, I shall go mope and be happy that Brain actually finished her job for the year. Yay! 
All of you going to NUS too, I AM WITH YOU YAY! :D:D

 
 
feeling: determined
music: "Goodbye My Lover" - James Blunt
 
 
 
 

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